My Nonexistent Account

I am such a wreck.
I tried to look my best,
but it turns out that I
just wasted my time again.
So I'll call you my friend
and give my heart time to mend.

I may not be number one on your
list to kiss but please understand.
I do this all for you.
And these words are so cliche.
Saying I love you is redundant.

And I do love you.
I hope you feel this too.
The junk of the heart
is the trash in my mind,
but all I want is you to be mine.

And I know we all just need the world to keep on spinning.
Although it's still not quite enough to stop us from dancing.
The music will never ever stop and this is where I want to be!
I want you to spend my last night with me.

Right now I'm feeling right that tonight might be my night.
It feels great to see you brightening the room from a distance!
I'm walking, I'm sprinting, and I'm wondering
If you want to spend the rest of your life with me.